Big news!
I broke up with the girl whom I was seeing since last three years. It was supposed to be a mutual breakup but few days after the breakup she blamed me and said that I betrayed her. Had I know that she’d say such irresponsible thing, I would have never get involved with her in the first place. Because both of us thought we’re done with each other and we do not have the wonderful future we imagined earlier. In these 3 year, this is the first time, she’d said something bad at all. Otherwise she was probably the finest woman I’ve ever known. Needless to say that I’m very frustrated and am unable to realize whether we did good or bad.We’ve been in on and off relationship in the past but this one very much looks the final breakup. Sometimes things changes so suddenly you don’t even realize how much you’re going to get hurt the other day.
Exams.. gawd, I had to give up college rather than the girl (which were not options for each other unfortunately). I skipped exam again which I’d skipped in the first semester. I choose to not to sit in rather than being clueless and leave the exam hall within half an hour or probably try to cheat in which I’m really bad.My sisters had no idea what I’m doing. They wanted to shout at me but they don’t anymore. But I know what I’m doing, so chill! Yes, I do know what I’m doing.
All things are coming together, all the bad things. First breakup, and then the exam, my bikes having problem again(and i don’t have time to take it to the mechanics) and my eyes are hurting. I went to the hospital last week and had been putting some drops. But I can easily forget all kind of schedules like exam schedule(did I say that I forget date of one of the paper of my board exam last semester?), medicine schedule etc. I’ve been forgetting to use the eye drops almost everyday, no wonder my eyes are taking ages to be alright. I feel like some bugs into my eyes but there’s nothing.
