I can’t cook for myself, I can’t wash my clothes. I don’t even clean my room regularly. Still my mom and my girl think I’m a good boy ;) I haven’t asked why.
Sometimes I feel like people have too much expectations from me. Sometimes I feel like I’ve been trusted more than I trust myself and I’ve been given more responsibilities than what I can handle. Not only from my family but from other people as well. Sometimes I feel like I an not what people think. I just can’t be.
I have grown a habit of sleeping with 4 pillows. My sisters are not with me now so I’m using their as well. I put on under my head, one in the right, another in left and I hold one when sleeping. But I think its too “girly”. To sleep holding a pillow. Who care? anyway.
I’m feeling some problem with my sleep. I sleep sober and wake up with kind of a hangover. May be I should see the doctor.
Last not the least, I’ve become “Phone Kumar” according to Usha Didi. I found myself talking for 3 hours in the phone some day. And I’m texting all the time. I can’t leave my phone even for a minute because there are very private things on my phone lol. We’ve decided that we’ll talk only twice in a week. No texts. Lets see if this rule works.
And yeah, I gifted my girl something for the first time.
